down.
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
I really hate that kind of atmosphere surrounding my class now.
many who did badly for their promos are having the mindset that they'll get retained.
so many ppl are feeling so down and so many teachers are asking who's gonna get retained in my class.
do birthday wishes come true?
i've celebrated my birthday three times this year with different groups of friends and each time they asked me to make a wish, my wish was ' I want my whole class to get promoted together.'
three times.
a wish that seems so simple is actually that hard to be realised.
i can never imagine what it'll be like next year when u walk past someone who ORIGINALLY was from your class but now he's not.
i never wanted anyone from sb7 to turn from my friends to mere acquaintances.
much less anyone to drop out of school.
and please, ppl, delete all those suicidal thoughts. it wont get you any further.
my class size is small enough, it should not get any smaller.
i regret not taking that extra mile to help my friends when they're lagging behind in studies.
'knowing what you should do but not do it is a sin.'
that's really hard to achieve isn't it.
the human potential is limited; there's endless things you should do but cant do it.
perhaps i should start thinking if it'll be better for them to rebuild their foundation again and not be selfish just because i want my class to stay as it is.
:/