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5.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
i was at a loss of what to do.
saw all these coming but still, never expected myself to react in a lousy way.
i'll never ever believe in birthday wishes again.
for those who cried or are feeling down, cheer up.
(i can't believe i suck at all these shit)
i feel my heart just sank a million kilometres deep.
what's gonna happen after this?
what ELSE is gonna happen?
blame it on my selfishness, i really regret it utterly now.
i'm gonna miss felicia and darryl so much. (and darryl, pls dont transfer school!)
tim springs and kahkeng also.
really really hope they'll recover from all the sadness soon and all the best for their future endeavours.
and hope that they wont ever give up on themselves, cos no one's gonna be able to help them this time.
ughhhh, i hate myself so much! ):