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Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 10:28 PM
Wheee~! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! HAPPY (BELATED) VALENTINE'S TOO!
I don't know who I'm directing this to because almost every friend I've ever made has in some way contributed to who I am today, but I love you guys for always steering me in the right directions, giving me precious advice and being there throughout all the storms and tears. Each of you are so amazing and I could never imagine life without you. You mean more to me than you can imagine. :)
Been another while since I last blogged. Life has been the same, studies and NP. I feel weird not studying for even just one day right now, and I'm quite proud to say that I've not touched my notes for around 1.5 days! Hahaha. But that was because I was out the whole day and am left with no time at all for studying. Stress from schoolwork accumulating, and I'm still pondering over when I should start revision for last year's topics. Stressed because friends around me, maybe just a handful, have already started. So 'oh my god' right?
Still loving NP more than ever, and recently NHNP clinched a Gold award for UOPA! :D So proud to tell my CI friends from other units, LOL. And the c-cube teams were progressing much! (Much comfort from this amongst my other worries.) Seriously hope that the long break won't turn their skills rusty, especially the guys since they're going for it this saturday!
Sometimes I think... sometimes I think I do things, want things, feel things just for the novelty of it. Just to make my life a little more colourful, my thoughts a little more confused and happily wrecked and dizzily spinning. Got a hot pink iPod one day before valentines, love the sleek design and love my sista more! She got me that just because of a passing remark that same morning. It totals up to more than 300bucks and I feel so bad cos it's her birthday the next day and I didn't get her anything.
I like in-betweens and ambiguity and knowing we're strong enough, knowing we're strong enough to withstand anything that comes our way of we want to because we are survivors and I like how we may not ever be contented with what we have but what we make do with. Mass pe on friday almost killed me, 2.4km run was totally unexpected and with the sun scorching on your faces so bad that you can barely feel anything else except the vigorous pumping of your heart and the fatigue in your leg muscles. That was not the end. 3 sets of shuttle run and inclined pull-ups for you to feel the pain. How sadistic. But knowing that you survived it all make it all worth the while. (: (And guess who was my pillar of strength, haha. )
Chingay's this Friday and Saturday and guess what, I get to miss half of Friday's lessons! Quite excited about it and can't wait to see my bunch of Chingay friends again! Sometimes I hate how easily I can make friends with alot of people but it turns out to be just acquaintances. Hope it's slightly different this time.
The whole monotomy of things right now is so great it's indescribable. Welcome to the life of an A level student.